Ever have one?
That kind of reality shift that really causes your head to spin.. almost get dizzy..
While I often talk about the Mandela Effect this time I am not. Instead I am exploring those real moments–on this timeline–where you see something for what it is.. So evident in front of you that your brain has no ability to process what you are living through.. no ability to conjure up a meaning to the reality you’re existent in, but instead your whole being is just pointed in an immediate right direction. Or at least a direction you never expected to travel to..
Let me explain without going into personal gory details.
The other night I was involved with a small gathering of friends. One friend turned fiend when he decided to blatantly opine about my life. Advice is on thing. Chalk it up. But criticism and almost condemnation in quite another. It took me a bit to even process what was occurring while it was happening. Things got fuzzy.. suddenly nothing seemed balanced, nothing seemed real.
At the same moment–almost exact–my son was injured while playing. He hit his head and we ended up a few hours later in the ER .. a slight concussion was diagnosed and life went on. He is fine now, of course we are vigilant for further signs of problematic symptoms.. In the mean time he is eating, smiling, and the kookiness of his initial brain bump has subsided.
But I did a deep amount of soul searching on this… very deep.
A few days prior, while watching one of those self help videos on YouTube from Ralph Smart (Infinite Waters diving deep once again) I came across an older video where he explained that nothing is coincidental. Nothing should just be ignored. Instead, it flows together like a beautiful mighty river of life. Like Billy Joel’s the River of Dreams..
Nothing is coincidence. Nothing just happens for no reason.
So my parental opening and Ayden’s head bump seemingly occurring at the same time cannot be ignored. Instead, both incidents were horrible. My head was spinning from outright condemnation. His head was spinning from injury.. Simultaneously occurring as the hands of time spun into infinity.. Something seemingly shifted immediately.
Like the scene in THE SHINING when the ghost bartender tells Jack Torrance how to deal with Danny. Something shifted..
I am prone to conspiracy analysis.. Not necessarily theory. But the study of the theory is so often what fascinates me!
…but I don’t think coincidence meaning something else deeper is conspiracy theory. Instead I believe it to be a long-running stream of consciousness …
Yes indeed. A reality shift occurred.
Real faces were shown.
Real people. Real things. As real as Judge Judy herself.
Perhaps it’s all this diving deep I so often do. Maybe, finally, my pineal gland is opening wide and I am seeing the REAL world for what it is. And it sure ain’t pretty…….
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